Why You Might Feel Like Love Is Not Real

Humans have the ability to experience a wide range of emotions. Though we have the capacity to feel the exhilaration of falling in love, the downside is having to deal with heartbreak at times. If you’ve only had negative experiences with love, you may feel like it isn't real, that love is an illusion, or that you won’t ever find a healthy, fulfilling version of it. Let’s explore the potential causes of or contributors to this state of mind and discuss how you may be able to move past it.

Types of love

Love is a complex emotion that can be experienced in many different ways, so there’s no one definition of what it is. In general, people often characterize it as warm, deep feelings of care and affection toward another person.

While many people instinctively think of romantic love when this term comes to mind, there are many different types of it. Love can also be platonic or familial, or even directed at the self. The fact that love of varying kinds can exist between all different types of people—parents, children, siblings, cousins, grandparents, friends, lovers, partners, neighbors, community, and even coworkers—is a testament to the reality of this concept and emotion. So what might make someone feel like love isn’t real?

Why someone may feel like love isn’t real

There are a variety of events and circumstances that can lead you to feel as if love isn’t real. Some of these could include:

• Past heartbreak
• Witnessing traumatic or abusive “love” between parents/caregivers in childhood or adolescence
• Being in an abusive relationship
• Never having experienced healthy love
• A mental health condition like depression
• Low self-esteem

If you feel that love isn’t real, it could be due to one factor or several. Once you identify the source of your belief, however, you can begin to work toward a different mindset if you choose to.

The impact of depression

Depression is a common mental illness that’s estimated to affect around 5% of the world’s population. Common symptoms include persistent sadness, hopelessness, mood swings, apathy, and a loss of pleasure in activities once enjoyed, among others. Someone who is experiencing depression may be inclined to feel that love is not real, in part or mainly because of the effects of this mental illness.

In addition, cognitive distortions—which are common in those experiencing depression—can warp a person’s view of love and other parts of life. For example, the distortion known as overgeneralization can cause a person to apply the outcome of one situation to all future, similar situations. As a result, someone who went through a breakup might assume that all love ends in pain and that dating isn’t worth it. Someone who is lacking in romantic experience might assume that things will always be this way and that they’ll never have the opportunity to pursue the opportunities they’d like to.

The impact of past experiences

Our opinions and deeply held beliefs about love are often shaped by our past experiences with and observations of it. If you’ve had experiences that have made you associate love with something that’s negative, abusive, or hurtful, it’s understandable that you might have trouble believing in its goodness. Maybe you grew up with parents who yelled at one another or even engaged in physical violence. Perhaps you were in a past relationship yourself that became abusive. When someone who was supposed to love you turns into a negative, hurtful part of your life, it can be hard not to associate future experiences with that one.

Things to keep in mind if you feel like love isn’t real

If you’re experiencing doubtful or pessimistic feelings about love, reminding yourself of the following points might help you shift your perspective.

It can’t be forced

Unrequited love can feel painful. If you love someone and find that they don’t feel the same way, you might think love doesn’t exist at all. In reality, it just means that this person or the timing simply isn’t right for you. It can be challenging to come to terms with, but working toward moving past the heartbreak can open you up for loving opportunities in the future. Some research even suggests that reflecting on a breakup with the intention of learning from it can eventually lead to positive outcomes like increased self-confidence and may even correlate with increased romantic competence and satisfaction later in life.

Self-love can be the foundation

A 2016 study suggests that self-esteem in individuals is beneficial for romantic relationships, and self-esteem is generally built on a foundation of self-love. The ability to accept and hold yourself in regard can translate into so many other areas of your life: how you carry yourself, the decisions you make, the people you choose to spend time with, and the way you approach relationships. Developing a sense of self-love can prove to you that love is real, and it can better set you up for success in the arena of romance if that’s your goal.

A therapist can help

Feeling like love isn’t real can be painful. In many cases, however, it’s brought about by some underlying cause such as past trauma, a mental health condition, or distorted beliefs. A therapist can be a valuable resource in uncovering and moving through these obstacles. They may be able to work with you on addressing previous traumatic experiences, shifting unhelpful thought patterns, building self-esteem, or managing symptoms of a mental health condition you may be experiencing, if applicable.

Some people prefer to do therapy sessions from the comfort of their own home, in part because it’s generally more convenient and cost-effective than most in-person sessions. One study reports that participants found online therapy to be more personal and that it’s an effective treatment for depression and other mental health challenges. A virtual therapy platform like BetterHelp can connect you with a licensed therapist who you can speak with via phone call, video call, and/or chat. In general, it’s best to choose the therapy method or format that is most convenient and comfortable for you.